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moth-flowers #21
#moth flowers#comics#my art#blood cw#autobio comics#pen and ink#Made this one a few months ago a little after we first made out and i was lowkey getting rlly obsessive and it sucked ass#Like recognizing its infatuation doesn't make it go away as it turns out ToT#Anyways. we were fwb for a while and it was cool n chill then they ended it. and i thought i was cool n chill and over it but SIKE#They get a BF and I am consumed by an overwhelming amount of the Jealousy Beast and overall lots of Big Emotions.#That was what the 'dyke drama' post was about btw#Its been a few days I'm doing a lot better and I'm greatful for that. lotta help from my friends by just hangin' out and talking and asking#For their opinions n shit. been pretty good. made a cake and it fucks and im so sexy for that actually#Like damn the person who was lowkey my ideal partner told me they weren't in a place for commitment#And then they get into a commitment. and although i know it realistically wouldn't have worked out in the long-run (I'll b moving. they def#aren't) I was still fucked up about. But I bet I'm a better cook than him. and also sexier and cooler#(IM ACTUALLY FRIENDS WITH THE GUY AND HE'S PRETTY COOL BUT ALSO LIKE. LET ME BE A PETTY I THINK I'VE EARNED IT)#Annnnywayssss. This is lowkey one of my fav comics i think :D i mean i feel that way about most of them.#But i REALLY like the way the perspective n stuff turned out. like ough fuck yeah#And i make references to the last line all the time with friends that I've shown this to.#ramble in the tags#Thank u to whoever is reading this. pls share ur thoughts and experiences! connection and shit is one of my fave parts of this <3
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a compilation of recent PLE:AD AU-related drawings. sorted by oldest to latest
#ple:ad au#object show au#object show community#hfjone#bfdi#bfb#inanimate insanity#ava ledger#airy hfjone#david bfdi#dora bfdi#golf ball bfdi#basketball bfdi#test tube ii#i was actually planning on putting the first 2 images in it's own post but#i dunno i think bundling everything recent into one post would be better i guess#also yes i KNOW i forgot the 'b' in 'remember' if ur even gonna mention it...grr...#also i still need to figure out what David & Dora are gonna look like in PLE:AD AU#y'know(rhetorical) with the whole humanization logic in this AU & such#i had just drawn the last image right now. i think the background fade makes it look pretty cool#also !! if you have any questions for more context about any of the drawings u can ask me !! i will do the answering
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Bisexual outline girl josuke??
#jjba part 4#jjba fanart#jojo no kimyou na bouken#jjba#josuke higashikata#um#idk what to put here#like#idk all i can think about is my ass freezing off#i don’t like that concept#but it is pretty cold#shivering me timbers#but uh yeah girl josuke is pretty cool if u didn’t know#josuke in fortnite when? with girl version as a skin?#i’d like that#i am not talking about that foreshortening btw don’t ask#bye bye <3
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said goodbye to him feeling weird!
#hes abt to go skiing w his friend im abt to go back to the uk to an ordinary life#he is perfect and I've felt appreciated none of the time and i think it's not his fault idk#not how racemic compounds work not how amphetamines work not how people work#french suits his mouth but german does a bit more i think . climbed to a very beautiful place#asked him to be my boyfriend then almost took it back yesterday. chemistry is not his strong suit#he carries things for me he catwalks he gives me his jumper when im cold he's good at kissing#he got me a beautiful necklace on a riverside in amsterdam he lights my cigarette with his#he holds my hand and his only complaint about me putting lipstick on his lips is that it wasn't evenly spread#his eyelashes are long and he's sharp and scarily productive and very good at navigation#always on time always the right place . i make a comment about being a beautiful collective and he says yes but it's odd that we havent#received the social benefits of it. what you mean? well when im alone or with friends people just...give me things. flowers baked goods#compliments a pack of cigarettes he says. he asks me if I've ever had to pay for a pack. i felt genuinely SO UGLY like am i. downgrading u?#ppl see me next to you and..what you get negative attractive points? gosh.#unfortunately shutting the fuck up is not my strong suit so i never let that go. he says nooo it's just you are So Gorgeous that you scare#people away. OK!!! he knows he's pretty and he uses this to his full advantage#you're cool and you're friends with all the club bouncers and you take such good care of me and you know#the state secrets and we can scheme murders together and i love that you love your friends#but when i joked we wont get to see each other in months and you said 'so?' that rly did smth very upsetting!!!!#twisting and backtracking is his strong suit but unfortunately seeing it happen is mine#and sometimes it's endearing and sometimes i want to kill him about it. he would be a very good diplomat#who the fuck stumbles gracefully on cliffs? anyway his voice is gentle and he says i don't want you upset#he holds my hands he says lets talk about it please i want you to know i appreciate you#he says all the correct things i believe 0 things out of his mouth and he can tell#i am snappy and terrible and calm. i tell him he's sweet and i want more i want to be missed#SHUTTING THE FUCK UP IS NOT MY STRONG SUIT! would you be ok being just friends? eventually.#and the next day ive decided what to do with you. what is that? you can still be my boyfriend. he says thank you.#walking is our strong suit so we go everywhere. i tell him about my best friend his head looks great thrown backwards#im afraid this is too good for me and I'm also afraid it's not enough. not asking questions is not my strong suit.
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Assumption: You have never ridden a horse.
Oooo, this is a fun one, salkfjas
I have! I've ridden more than one horse, more than once.
(Actual storytime) (This is from the Assumptions meme!)
In late highschool and in the few years after I had a close friend who owned a horse (Billy) and agisted him, and was responsible for him. She basically was allowed to get him when she got her driver's license.
I was the kind of friend (and still kind of am, energy willing) that you could drag around to all your chores and I'd just be there. So I'd be there when she went shopping. I would be there when she went to get horse food. I would be there when she did homework. I would be there when she went to visit her horse and brush him down and feed him etc.
I helped with basic chores and watched from the sidelines and mostly hung out with her dog, Huskee, who was not a husky, but a borderline collie x corgi who barked nonstop at that horse, who she alas, could not herd.
Through this friend I actually learned about Natural Horsemanship, to the point where I actually went to a couple of Pat Parelli seminars (run by Pat) in like 2000/2001. It was the thing that really sparked my interest in animal training, especially humane, fear free animal training (and clicker training specifically, since Pat was teaching marker training at the time, and said friend started using it on their dog, Huskee).
I never rode, for a long time, because I was happy on the sidelines, and also I went there so my friend could ride her horse, not so I could like, steal her horse out from under her lol. I don't think her horse liked me very much anyway (later I'd find out that was pretty much true, it was a zero respect relationship, maybe he knew I was a doormat lmao).
Anyway, said friend had another friend who was extremely horse intense, and she got her own horse (Coda) , that she then never really took the time to ride. Coda was kind of nuts. Billy was the kind of horse who walked so slow you felt like you were going backwards, Coda had one speed: gallop. Coda and Billy got on great.
But Coda was pretty neglected, and so I often spent time with him while my friend did her chores with Billy. I was used to bringing out food, or changing water etc. so I did that for Coda sometimes. And after a while, friend was like 'it would be cool if we could trail ride together, how about you learn on Billy first since he's so slow and sedate.' And friend was like 'I'll ride Coda because I have more experience.' This made sense! She wanted me to stay safe!! But...
Billy was slow, sedate, and did not give a shit about me. This is a horse that stepped on my feet (on purpose), who deliberately angled towards low-hanging branches to scrape me off the saddle (hilarious, but also not really), and made it clear how much he wasn't interested in anyone else riding him in the most passive aggressive way a horse possibly can.
Coda, on the other hand, had a reputation for being wild and unstable. He'd tossed multiple riders more than once, hadn't been trained with Natural Horsemanship (like...kind of? But not really) and was not halter-broke by the time friend-of-friend got him, so just getting him to accept a halter and a saddle at all was huge, and anything beyond that was like 'welp, good luck.'
However, it was obvious trying to do anything with me and Billy was not going to work out. So...Coda it was.
And idk how to explain it, but Coda and I just got along. It was on the other hand terrifying, because his default movement was 'canter' and all he wanted to do, all he wanted to do, was gallop up and down granite hills as quickly as possible and spook at fucking everything. It wasn't his fault, he wasn't taken out much and he had that kind of personality. He once saw a kangaroo in the distance and spun a full 360 degrees, and I ended up half off him, hanging on for dear life, while friend just stared at me and said: 'how did you not fall off, that was insane. You might actually be good at this.'
Well. No, I wasn't, I just had a good grip, lmao.
So we went on extremely stressful trail rides together. Billy thankfully curbed some of Coda's GOTTA GO FAST instincts but only to a point, so I had to be pretty hypervigilant nonstop because that dude bunched his hindquarters what felt like every ten seconds, and I can't really blame him, it's what he loved to do most. He was just a terrible horse to learn to ride on, lmao, even if we did get along.
I haven't ridden since and honestly haven't felt much of an inclination to. I'd be too heavy now anyway. And I'm pretty certain I'd be bad at it. When your first experience is 'placid horse who generally accepts everyone but stares at you in a desultory manner and makes sure you know - while feeding him / brushing him / watering him etc. - that you do not matter in the grand scheme of things' followed by 'I like you! NOW I WILL FLING MYSELF DOWN THIS GRANITE HILL WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE WE ARE ALL SCREAMING IN EXCITEMENT AND NOT FEAR' you think 'actually I don't need to ride the murder ponies, it's fine.'
Anyway, yeah, I have ridden a horse.
#asks and answers#personal#things i learned in short order is that i don't like most horse people#they are some of the most opinionated folks (in a not good way) i've ever met#horses are expensive#they're pretty easy to clicker train#horses have very clear ways of letting you know they don't like you#that aren't violent outright but still can cause harm#Connemara mares are really nice (not mine or friend's horse)#(but pony of owner of stables where we agisted)#Pat Parelli is cool and he was very patient with me#and a little bewildered as to why i was at his ticketed seminars#(my friend paid for me to go so she could have some company)#when i had no horse and didn't want to ride one but asked polite questions#and when he saw me the second time he was like 'u have a horse yet'#and i was like 'no sir i do not'#he was nice to me anyway#i lived a lot of life in a very short period of time when i was younger sdalfkjasd
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how about ... 14! and either xion or namine ... or both even
you find shelter somewhere in me, i find real comfort in you
[ID: a digital drawing of xion and naminé from kingdom hearts. the background is mostly transparent, with a purple splatter with straight edges and three white lines on the lower half, which they seem to be sitting on.
they are beside each other in mirrored poses, inner legs slightly behind the other. naminé's eyes are closed and her shoulders are tense. xion's mouth is slightly open and her only visible eye stares down at the middle, where their hands are intertwined. /End ID.]
#jesperr-fahey#hi!!#allowing two characters for one song because you're pretty cool and also because the lyric i INSTANTLY thought of for this one#kickdropped me in the teeth :]#this one came in late because holidays and general home happenstances#as usual i did too much so this is the one that has taken the longest asfhshfhdhd ty for the patience<3#if u see me give up on foreshortening no u didn't i tried my best!!#i finally bit the bullet and figured out a face for xion for this ask and this ask only (half jesting) because it looked better like this#(originally xion was leaning back on nams but i couldn't make the face angle work)#nano does reqs#naminé and xion's whole thing makes me incredibly emotional.... ty for ur time#described#my doods#14#...... hehehehe#naminé#xion
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Scrolling thru your blog is wild- cause I feel like I've seen your art shared/reblogged a ton and never realized it was ALL the same person. What with Toh, Cotl, Omori, general awesome stuff ahaha
LMAO love this sjdkj
i totally get it, a lot of my popular drawings/animations is in their original artstyle plus i didnt have a consistent syle(except for it being super rendered) especially my animations
now that i think about it, the most popular posts for each fandom all have a different artsyle lol
#its so funny to think about this#ask#asks#ask me anything#discovering that different art that u like are by the same artist is pretty cool tho it happened to me before
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since more of like the class swap etc started going up every once in a while there will be a question in my inbox that would take me literally multiple comics' worth of art to answer adequately lol. and I don't wanna do that under an ask I want that to have its own space! so if I don't answer ur question know that it's probably that^ above there and not that I think ur question sucks
#not art#I know I got a weird way of going about this stuff but that's me babeyy and it's my house <3#example of this that already happened on the blog is when someone asked abt pretty much just All of class swap baron#and I was like. well I'm gonna like draw that and make comics and stuff lol#I don't think I can draw like a hard line around what I'll reserve for writing about and what I'll answer in an ask etc#bc like I'm cool with talking abt the general concept and arcs I have in mind for the bad kids/player characters#and abt like the process of figuring it out and bouncing ideas off of folks#but there's a point above that where if u get to it's just. I might as well send u a lore bible or recreate the whole show for u ykwim#so yeah this is just to let u know that Im not like spiting u personally if ur question doesnt get answered#(would be a weird thing for me to do regardless tbh!)#honestly pat urself on the back lol u've hit a jackpot on subjects I Want to get to in the form of art and/or writing#I'm not an idea guy! I'm a guy who makes comics and stuff. that's how I'm approaching this (and everything else really) u get me#cool! cool. I sleep now hopefully. have a good night lads
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SHARE THE COVERRRR AND THE POEM 🎤🎤🎤🎤🎤
😭😭😭😭 beloved hello 💕💕💕💕 literally the only person who has seen all that ive written and edited for the jtm fic casey ilu <3
BUT YEAHHHH behold this one fucking poem that has gripped my SOUL and damned it to hell and changed the pwp fic to what it is nowwww made it so it has fucking FEELINGS arhgrhrghrh

—(joy sullivan, instructions for traveling west, an octopus has three whole hearts)
and a wholeeee lot of covers that i couldn't technically choose:




pretty ass mennnnn oh my god. if anyone wants the individual pics just lmk lol. i edited these wayyy before i even got to 5k on the fic btw. why? no idea. but it is what it is......
and like technically the fic is divided into 6 parts! how it came to that when i said it was supposed to be three for like three orgasms from three touchdowns i have no idea but it is how it is. and each part ive put up like. more poems. pretty sure there's a word for that but ive never taken creative writing lessons in my life so. (which is why you should always suspend your disbelief when reading my fics ahaha sorry 😭).
i think my favorite is the second one btw bc it's like. so very clearly a euphemism (?) for a boner. which is also when they actually start to do the deed. crying as i type this. what the hell. also the leave my color on your hands part arruguerurhuhrgur something about staining your partners skinnnnnn mhmhmm i'll write something about tee deliriously thinking about that when he comes don't worry i WILL i swear.
ok. bye...
#ask#my writing#truly without casey this thing would NOT exist 😭 everyone say casey u r so cool n so pretty n so talented n deserve the world etc etc#nobody should be mean to her everrrrrrrr#but anyways that joy sullivan poem. what the fuckkkkkkk. the fuck. the absolute fuck is that.#THREE hearts. octopus. a little nod for sea creatures for the jellyfish that tee no longer has. more thumps. more TIME. more time.....#waste my love on everything. give me a HEART for OHIO. circled the heart for tee btw so. like.#tee has to stay guys i don't think i can actually recover if#i can't even fucking type it out oh my god#joeteemarr#fic preview#is it#might as well just start tagging its title damn#fic: all on his mouth like liquor#from beyonces partition btw lmaooooooooooo no for real its from that fucking song#should i erase that last bit oh my god akslaklsf
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Behold...
the silly WXY squad! <3
W (mine), X (@thedoodlenoodle14), Y (@buggmintz)
Xane is now part of it, he accept the skitl
They eat skittl then commit war crimes (in minecraft)
also they have barely spoken to each other ever─ ehem
#murder drones#murder drones oc#serial designation w#serial designation x#serial designation y#regretfully art#did I mention u both pretty cool actually#u are c:#I hope drawing an tagging cool w u guys#I didnt ask :")#but I really enjoyed it#they both such funky babies#<3#skittl of friendship#also lore-dump about them to me thx
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My part of an art trade I made with @b-jester ! :D
#I've already told u but#thanks for asking me to do an art trade nwn#it was a pleasure doing it with you! :D#(btw ur oc is pretty cool)#art trade#inazuma eleven#inazuma 11#ie#inazuma eleven oc#art#my art#artists on tumblr#artwork#my artwork#drawing#illustration#digital art#digital artwork#digital drawing#digital illustration
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I love learning ASL it’s so good. Makes me happy to learn it. I’m so glad my university has classes for it with professors actually steeped in Deaf culture.
#blue chatter#am I good at ASL? hahahahahahaha. no.#ASL and English grammar are incredibly different and even when I remember my vocab I am easily clockable as hearing#but I do have some language capacity now. enough to communicate the basics.#and I just. genuinely really enjoy it. it’s fun to learn and engaging in a way most of my classes just aren’t.#and I can. yanno. communicate respectfully w Deaf ppl. and learn about their culture#which is incredibly important given that I want to go into a field where there is a higher incidence than typical of Deaf people#autistic? you’re more likely to be Deaf!#not to mention the fact that sign language can sometimes be a useful alternative to speech for nonspeaking/nonverbal people#depending on the person obvi; some nonspeaking/nonverbal autistics cannot use sign language and that’s okay#but surely at some point I will encounter either a Deaf client or a nonspeaking/nonverbal client who uses ASL#and when that time comes I should have some idea of how to communicate with them#I also rly like the Deaf church by my parents’ house#their community is really welcoming and their services are really interesting#I think it’s rly cool how they take intentions directly from the congregation#they’ll raise their hands and then sign what their intention is from their pew to the ambo#which is rly neat#it is funny bc every time I go the Deaf ppl I talk to will tell each other ‘go slow she’s hearing’#which is ENTIRELY fair bc. I am hearing. and I do need them to go slower.#but it also makes me laugh bc truly everyone knows within a few minutes.#oh hey the new person? they’re hearing. yeah they’re learning ASL at college. sign slowly for her.#which again makes sense bc a big Deaf culture thing is keeping ppl informed. it’s not gossip it’s getting everyone on the same page.#Deaf ppl do NOT beat around the bush that is like the height of rudeness to them. u say what u mean goshdangit. do not waste their time.#which I appreciate the heck out of bc i don’t have to try and phrase things delicately or w/e#it was also funny bc my mom came w me while I was home for Christmas and they asked her if I was her kid#and she said yes. and the lady running the kid’s craft corner thing was like ‘great you’re doing a craft now’#and I’m sitting there. visibly over 18 years old. amongst several seven year olds. trying desperately to figure out how to say hot glue gun#I made a v pretty pinecone tree it was a lot of fun ^-^
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Learned how to write some vertex animating shaders today!!! I still don't know how to write c# scripts to control the shaders but :/ progress is progress !!
#pls congradulate me i did not learn anything other than pure misery in my one singular javascript course in college#i wish matt was still here so he could explain how to write up a simple script to control shaders#looping or playing it a defined number of times or setting up triggers and states#i could probably ask the new programmer tbh cause our main one is wayyy too busy#i am feeling a lot more comfortable with shadergraph and visual scripting stuff which is cool!!#i am pretty aware that a lot of places use peoprietary engines though so idk if knowledge of shadergraph is enough to get me by#if i wanted to lean into 'tech art' i think u gotta be an actual programmer for that#waugh
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music + Scourge :3c
Send “music”+ a muse or url and I’ll give a song title that makes me think of them. (status — accepting!)
YOU KNOW, IT'S KINDA HARD JUST TO GET ALONG TODAY OUR SUBJECT ISN'T COOL, BUT HE FAKES IT ANYWAY HE MAY NOT HAVE A CLUE AND HE MAY NOT HAVE STYLE BUT EVERYTHING HE LACKS, WELL, HE MAKES UP IN DENIAL
THE OFFSPRING — PRETTY FLY FOR A WHITE GUY 𝄞 ⋆ˎˊ- AMERICANA (1998)
I PLAY MY ENEMIES LIKE A GAME OF CHESS WHERE I REST, NO STRESS IF YOU DON'T SMOKE SESS LEST I MUST CONFESS, MY DESTINY'S MANIFEST IN SOME GORE-TEX AND SWEATS, I MAKE TREKS LIKE I'M HOMELESS
THE FUGEES — READY OR NOT 𝄞 ⋆ˎˊ- THE SCORE (1996)
I RECALL THE WAY THAT STEPHANIE SAID TO ME, CALLOUSLY "IT'S NOT ME IT'S YOU" AND I REMEMBER JUST HOW JULIANNE HELD MY HAND, HEADLINE RAN "IT'S NOT ME IT'S YOU"
PROZZÄK — IT'S NOT ME IT'S YOU 𝄞 ⋆ˎˊ- SATURDAY PEOPLE (2000)
#( LETTERS TO US; ASK. )#( WHEN THE CITY SLEEPS; OOC. )#scumbagthehedgehog#did you know one of the girls who says the “give it to me baby” in pretty fly for a white guy was olga pataki.#yk. the one from hey arnold. i think that's pretty cool#there was ONE song i really wanted to include as i felt it pertains to scourge's strain with jules...#but i simply could not find an excuse to justify adding it ):#life is so hard when ur an unapologetic scourge stan (me)#sometimes i like to watch joe biden fancams and pretend like ppl in moebius would do that to scourge#ALSO PROZZÄK IS /GEN MY FAVORITE BAND OF ALL TIME AND A BIG SPECIAL INTEREST SO I HOPE U LIKE THAT ONE!!!!!!!!!!!!
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wow. they really just let me do things unsupervised at work. i’m just some guy they hired.
#i do my work very well thank u very much but the way they trust me makes me :)#it’s so cool sometimes. i love not being micromanaged but still being able to ask questions and talk to people if needed#and getting to switch between different tasks whenever i want. pretty sweet stuff#reymbles
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not having a way to receive payment for commissions is so embarrassing when ppl want to commission u.. like bro i would love to draw u this thing but the options are pay me in discord nitro or let me do it for free
#however. i have tried that before and one time i didn't get paid#oh well#i'll only do it for free if im friends w the person or like them well enough to be like yeah ill draw u this u seem pretty cool#either way im selling my art for literallt dirt cheap#wdym im basically charging 10 dollars for a fully rendered piece#like WHAT!!!!!!!#i've only ever actually had friends commission me#but it's likeee#i could be making decent money rn if i had a way to just get money#cuz i have had ppl over the years ask if my comms r open😭#WHATEVERRRR#yap yap yap#i guess if u want a comm u can dm me for my discord or smth idfk#im a little busy rn but who caressss#(im saying all this as if anyone actually does want a commission)#yap sesh over i need to take a shower#stinky rex
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